January 2012
6 posts
December 2011
13 posts
January 2011
7 posts
Angry birds as an expression of the human... →
rmward:
The complex math our brains are capable of is amazing, and the fact that it’s approximate and completely non-numerical makes it all the more fascinating to me. I’d love to understand how our brains can instinctively figure out the flight path of a thrown ball, but (most of us) can’t do relatively simple multiplication in our heads.
October 2010
1 post
i have not bought into anything so completely as to dedicate my entire life to it. except for maybe the idea that i am utterly useless and insignificant save for having my family wanting me alive and well. i strive for nothing but their approval. i fake and blunder my way there.
i am rather in love with people who have found it. what ever it is.
and you. you terrify me for personifying letting...
September 2010
1 post
i cannot wait
this perplexing and rather vexing wave of sadness shall pass.
June 2010
1 post
“Why did you consent to remain in such unseemly company? It was because...
– Fyodor Karamazov, general dickwad, understands dickwaddery (and punctures my delicate sensibilities)
May 2010
7 posts
i need to curb my crazy. and my rage. it is embarrassing how increasingly public my panic attacks are getting and it’s the shame that enrages me more than anything.
and that i fail at having
control. head screwed on tight. feet on the ground.
i will absolutely not do self pity.
things I'm terrible at
to note
sense of direction
lyrics
being present (mind, body)
keeping my cool
phone calls
names and faces (i will always need context)
so i did lose my shit. in retrospect it wasn’t so bad. 90 euros is manageable. lemme barf for a sec.
immediately having paroxetin within grabbing distance was a bit of an overreaction.
April 2010
1 post
Things to do before 30
travel home from Europe by land
fall out of an airplane
Africa
New Zealand
Americas
become a responsible human being
finish my studies
earn money
be useful
March 2010
4 posts